Hey Bobby, I was wondering what happened to you as I hadn't seen any posts for some time. There's some good advice on the other posts but here's my story. Way back in the early 90's I had a situation where I had made a piece for a lady and had nothing but problems with her. It was so bad that she basically black balled me in the small town we lived in. After that I quit woodworking...for years. My shop sat idle and all my tools just collected dust. It was very hard to get motivated again until my father in law was talking to me and asked why I had quit. I explained it to him and he very sneakily got me started again by helping him with his projects. Fast forward 15 years later and I walked into a Woodcraft store and saw a knife blank. Peeked my curiosity so I bought it and waited about a year to start it. That's all it took and I'm back in it full time now. Long story but my point is it's okay to stop and regroup. Walk away from pen turning for awhile and take a break. When you're ready you'll know. One thing you should make sure of is to not get rid of your equipment, you will need it again at some point...hopefully sooner than later.